不可告人的秘密

Iphiphany

I’ve been working  day and night shifts since friday…  seriously  messes with the brain…  Woke up late for work in the evening, only to discover my body would not move involuntarily. had to make a very coscienscous  thought to move.  body was too tired…   rushing to work I had a major epiphany.  Growing up you look and say you need to make it big, give your parents a good life and all that stuff… Entrepreneurship being a make or break catalyst, as compared to being a hired hand. The energy and determination being put to drive such a force is immense.  just imagining a startup of a F&B  estab, best ROI and fastest amongst other of breaking even. considering that you will have  work days and night, no breaks, no holidays , no off days. You cant even call in sick. you need to be on top of game everyday … wow, how on earth do you that , i cant even say i’m 24/7 on top of it cos i NEED my nuah days. but having worked 24 hours over the weekend and still going til the next, i’m seriously daunted and seriously afraid.  what am i going to do after i grad?   be a salaried worker and slog my whole life away ? or be an entre slog my life away  and still risk losing everything ?  how futile is life.  and what if the economy as we know it crashes ?  for all you know china  goes bankrupt pulling the USD together with them,  the nikkei goes under . everything is possible !  what are we studying for ? its late i’m freaking out. gonna drink my happy tea,  and immerse myself in another world. hopefully its better.

revelation

growing up in  a family of 5, i used to love to go away to get a new perspective. but after the last 3 wks in this silent flat all alone. i realised how much i missed the shouting and   sheer madness of it all. i used to think that  quiet was good  but after this silent time, i realised how much it means to me.  the  sound of humans around me. sure i have friends i meet up once in a while  but when the music fades, and the door opens w a techy beep. the silence hits you.

I have come to love the companionship of the shower, how the water  ricochets off everywhere, echoing into white noise. drowning out the silence.

The World of Harry Potter in Comic Form

fuckyeahhappy:

fueled-by-h8erade:

Harry Potter and the philosopher’s  Stone

Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets

Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 1

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2

Wow. 

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back again

Hi there old friend,

back again when i need you. good thing  you dont have feelings.

Balancing work and  school is indeed  challenging but fulfilling.  i constanty look forward to the weekends,  whether it is accompanying  visitors up to the swan valley viewpoitn or a a nice bowl of ramen at subi. Time seems to slow down on the weekend. Than k God for Mondays !

 I have refrained from whining about work, but i have just had enough.   young lil punk  trying to  boss me around just cos he is family ?  dont even have the balls to talk to me in english or chinese, keeps trying to scold me in canto.  best way?    refuse to understand till he scolds me in a language i understand.    swan valley was a really breath taker, felt so small and at peace.  will be doing something really silly tml, i’m gonna change my subjects in the 3rd week..  hope i’m not too late…  i have decided not to choose the road of least resistance, but to study something that  requires me to think… i  want to challenge myself and make sure i get the rigth stufff. luckily it is just an elective.. sigh….

flat opp mine got broken into yesterday, laptop and stereo and stuff stolen.  sigh… the holidays for e uni students are officially here.  everyone is flying back, leaving me all alone. it does reallly get quite lonely sometimes. ronery~   tiem to stop rickin my wounds.  back to prepare for my   presentation !

Reblog if ever you did this when you were little.

thedotandthedot:

What about if i still do it now?

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rambles of a dreamy mind

you pour out your colours to brighten the greyish hues,

drawing from the well, urging your heart to renew.

 the lines soon blur to sepia as the world ambles on,

the tint begins to fade as grey engulfs the view.

where is this superficial love that minstrels sing ?

the heartbreak of which poets sigh.

What is life that so quickly begins to fade

in pursuit of ones goals and the hunger that devours.

the hunger that burns with such determination,

snuffed with the eyes that look with such judgement.

lips that drip w chilling disdain.

they look through tinted glass as the sprout begins to flourish about.

Soon the eagle will have to leap, only to plunge with no help about.

the wings extend as the feathers curl,  flapping in search for the next warm draft.

the lonely traveler  starts once again, hoping to find a kindred spirit. 

the spirits are high and people barely sober,

will they remember when it all is over ?

pain n discord with hurt is sown.

to weed it out before overgrown.

Disturbed

Woke up w a jolt. Studied for awhile. I do hope I do not get a migraine like i did yesterday in the exam… I couldnt find causation for my migraine in the tort law exam… Anyway, this is the one place away from prying eyes on fb. Ok. I was went back to fc’s webbie. I’m disturbed with the message for ppl to pray for the nations leaders in the midst of election fever. I disagree with Lawrence khong when he chides people for making remarks on people in power. Ok, I may be biased, but based on the videos posted, He could have definitely made that comment off camera. I disagreed Christian called to respect our leaders but we have to use discernment too ! I am disturbed at this call to prayer for our nations leaders when there is none. There is a risk that ppl will still think that these ppl are still in power despite parliament being dissolved. I am all for Christians being in parliament, but if Fcbc or lovesingapore becomes too political, may god help us all.