Iphiphany
I’ve been working day and night shifts since friday… seriously messes with the brain… Woke up late for work in the evening, only to discover my body would not move involuntarily. had to make a very coscienscous thought to move. body was too tired… rushing to work I had a major epiphany. Growing up you look and say you need to make it big, give your parents a good life and all that stuff… Entrepreneurship being a make or break catalyst, as compared to being a hired hand. The energy and determination being put to drive such a force is immense. just imagining a startup of a F&B estab, best ROI and fastest amongst other of breaking even. considering that you will have work days and night, no breaks, no holidays , no off days. You cant even call in sick. you need to be on top of game everyday … wow, how on earth do you that , i cant even say i’m 24/7 on top of it cos i NEED my nuah days. but having worked 24 hours over the weekend and still going til the next, i’m seriously daunted and seriously afraid. what am i going to do after i grad? be a salaried worker and slog my whole life away ? or be an entre slog my life away and still risk losing everything ? how futile is life. and what if the economy as we know it crashes ? for all you know china goes bankrupt pulling the USD together with them, the nikkei goes under . everything is possible ! what are we studying for ? its late i’m freaking out. gonna drink my happy tea, and immerse myself in another world. hopefully its better.
